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random selfish tendencies. ☠

fairytales… do they really come true? *sigh*

thesimplethingsssss via riotouss

I’ll catch a grenade for ya,

jump in front of a train for ya,

You know I’ll do anything for ya

See I would go through all of this pain

Take a bullet straight through my brain

Yes, I would die for you baby

but you won’t do the same

-Bruno Mars

and i have it.

i know this is a double post but im learning photoshop and this one is airbrushed by me.. *giggle*

i was having a good day but then, more stress!  smiling and acting like nothing bothers me is taking its toll on my soul. 

i cant do it anymore. clearly, it has its consequences. people are MUCH nicer to you when you go around smiling and saying ‘ok’ and ‘yes’ all the damn time.

when shit gets real [and less-than-pretty], it’s all of the sudden, it’s forgotten that u’ve had immense patience thus far and been holding the shit in for weeks.

*exhale* 

i am who i am. i need what i need. i’m not going to fukking apologize for the shit. too grown to be told how to behave.  elementary school was in the 80’s.

summer is almost over without me having had ANY relaxation time.  no pool, no beach, no ocean. the whole summer is almost over and i haven’t done anything summery.

gonna do something nice for myself.  i deserve it.  once i handle all these fukkin bills today and tomorrow, it’s all about eL. 

myself & i have missed ME very much. :(